Hitting the sign up Button

After considerable deliberation I hit the sign up button for IMCDA.  I can honestly tell you I felt like I could have puked that whole evening.  Maybe it was the fact that I just committed to $600 of pain, I don't enjoy spending money, but to spend it on inflicting pain on myself that takes the nausea to a whole new level.  It could have been that I was still nursing an injury or what I think it really was......I didn't know that I could do it.